Far too close

When something seems so far away from the start, when it´s actually quite close, You never realises that until the last day. And at that time it might be too late. That´s how it is now. I was prepared, I was ready, but at the same time I wasn´t ready at all. It all came over me. This is it. I need more time to get this fixed. I can´t do it now, and i cant do it tomorrow. Because its too freaking close in time.

But still, it´s only 6 hours until i have to sit in the car on my way to a new place. It´s not exiting. Yet. I´m sure it will be when I´m on my way. But, I´m still not sure.

It´s far in distance but close in time. And I don´t know if I like it or not.

Well, we´ll see.